Tuesday, 20 November 2018

Dreamscape


And you asked me what it is I seek up in these mountains

I said I am become the landscape and in some pathetic fallacy,

the sent of midnight sun

The song of stars

The far flung of sky

the endless soft falling

Of the leaves 

These things I am  and inner see and am no longer me

But a dream in

Frozen midnight time where

Moon in silent light shines 

Aghast into the high night.

Sliding down to kiss the cheek of rolling flesh horizons

while far below in their homes soft snore people roll and doze and sink among puffed  cloud pillows blissfully unconscious 


I tip toe awake on the high bluff

hear the owls haunting and his doom call. Far off

the orange town lights neckless the mountains bulk

And trace out dreaming houses and winding streets.

A distant dog barks

And I m aware

Tense

Sudden

In flight over the edge.

Climbing fast 

Into the night 

Before the dawn mist glides

And the slow bleaching watery light

Illumes the world and I awake again, facing it.

Monday, 8 October 2018

Quaker

Silence pervades

It seeps into everywhere

It drowns noise

And erases questions. 

When I seek God’s grace

It is a steel door, a prison

Wall. 

An absolute universe of ‘No!’

Silence is the event horizon 

I have come here to be consumed by its Super massive Black-mass gravity

Silence as vivisection 

Silence as primrose ministry

Or is the silence a scream

In the mind 

Shattering tea time

And wilting flowers


I come to silence, the surgeon

Excuse me while I bleed in sympathy.

Silence as meandering down suburban irritations or 

Silence the Christ kiss

Peace maker










Yo do

If you believe in God truly,
The name no longer matters,
But you don’t
And it does.

If you experience a fraction of God 
You don’t need to believe 
But you haven’t 
and you do

If you think God does not exist
Then you are sure 
And you know 
beyond the end
But you don’t 
And you can’t

Friday, 28 September 2018

Sky fall

The affluent 

Walk in groves of media effluent 

They have space and air and time.

They have certainity and continuity and gyms.

the story of their lives has meaning, 

purpose in neat leather albums

and quality is woven in thier skin.


Thier kitchens are blessed,

Insense stained and organised.

Hand made

Organic


Everything happens for a reason

They have a right

They say

They pray

To Anglican plastic 

The vicar answers 

(like james mason)

Gloriana smug,

“Their Misfortune shows your favour”


And we sit outside their gates

Looking in, the wages of sin.

Perfume as they pass

Down wind in Niki

shot in the dark karma

Emporio Armani

They scavenging on faith

And eating guru spit, for grace


learned didactic minds

Educated beyond their intelligence, to liberal values

Rhetorical gin and tonic

On cucumber lawns

Of plebeian blue


Why me? they muse in their sacred tantric art of delight


But we are away behind

the privilege bush.

Earning our punishment 

Exiled from Eden 

Inexcapably inculcated.

Singing ‘not this, not that’

Exasperated by the passive destruction of the sky

Art CYMK

Paint me many colours 
Of the black-light spectrum
Where the world floats on cyan oils of deception.

Where gossamer awareness
 Is  a breath in confusion
Sucked in by the depth of this senseless illusion. 

A delicate surface of seeming perfumed
believing 
Nothing is now, 
and now 
Revealing 
the yellow shadows of being

Down in the vermillion core
Where sensation explodes
Like a bullet through thought
In the glass melon’s heart,
magenta of my mirror-mind 
drowns in the stream
The key dreams of the world 
And shatters in crimson shine
The carnage of time

Here I am

I m here, back again
In high blue skies
I m here leaning on rails
Looking out  to sea 
Across Tiger Bay.
Gulls in morning mist 
Ghost over Penarth, 
Spirits on the water. 
I squint to the sun 
Heaving itself
Up the liquid horizon 
I am here
In cold air
I m here in warm skin
I m here 
Simply being alive
You knows
I m back again in Cardiff 
A little broken
But
Am fully here 
in Cardiff. 
I am ok

God people

Gods own people

Walk in gowns of gold

They have space and air and time.

They have certainity and continuity and gyms.

the story of their lives has meaning, 

purpose

and quality is woven in thier skin

Thier kitchens are blessed

Insense stained and organised.



Everthing happens for a reason

They say

They pray

To god

And he answers 

(like james mason)

These are Gods own.

The titles role

Deus ex machina!

“your Misfortune shows my favour”


And we sit outside the gates

Looking in, the wages of sin.

Perfume as they pass

Down wind

shot in the dark karma

Scavenging on faith

And eating guru spit for grace


God’s people didactic minds of fire. I am Educated beyond my artificial intelligence. 

Rhetorical gin and tonic

On cucumber lawns.


Why me? they muse in their sacred art.


But im away behind

the burning bush.

Earning my punishment 

Exiled from Eden 

Inexcapably inculcated.

Singing ‘not this, not that’

Exasperated by vivisection 











Ruskin Mill Trust. from iPhone

Sunday, 22 April 2018

Night scape

Mid night and the past flows in the stillness 
Silk images of the loved
In the silent house
In the breath of sleep
Cinni film flickers on walls
Flash on the ceiling 
memories of excistance 
The loved

Tuesday, 27 February 2018

Fully loaded

I sparkle my words
Into my mundane 
By curb and gutter 
By dump and sewer 
I gather the far away, 
Dream the distant,
 For not to be here 
But there among the hills 
In sun, at the garden gate Of paradise 
Far far away from Men 
with their gun metal minds 
Testosterone fuelled bullets 
an irrelevance of ego 
American Big Mac murder burger.
Fully loaded.

Experience once

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