Inside out

Inside the chemicals congeal

Outside the delicate fibres seal

And burn out cells, exquisite solutions, that hold a distant summers minute, a promise curdles, dissolves in water.

Inside the heart sap seeps,

Weeps, broken dreams and deep Betrayals. electric protein 

Particles  synthesise memories 

secrete secret looks and gentle touches

 and tender words 

and long dead smiles.

 Poured out, diluted, distilled, 

washed  away in the morning rain.

Daze

Days spilt like wine in sand

Forgotten broken days that stain 

The earths days, sky spun skin Days 

Days held in chemical suspension 

Days draining from my complexion 

Days gone,  

split days,

 spent days days that cut me open

Days to come 

falling forevermore over the event horizon

2014 night

Mid night and the past flows in the stillness 

Silk images of the loved

In the silent house

In the breath of  the sleeping

The hall clock chimes

Canvas of my inner eye

In the other of Anwfn

A door is opening

Blink

By nothing was nothing made

That breath that broke across the dust

That turned the light in fusion on

un heard, un seen the first ignition

In all eternity

The first star 

The first  pulse

And should this little mind not care

At the enormity of it all

And say what was this half life lived in total ignorance

Of any meaning

In the blink of an eternal eye

Adminman

Spring in  the apparatchik world where administration rules

So you can talk to him and her to you, admin begats admin

File a kiss under A 

For anaesthetised and E for everyone 

We burnt our bridges to the sun

we crossed the land of our life, under this translucent sky

Us band of wide eyed fools

Carefree of destination or arrival.

Through the road works we drove mile on mile

Light splashed and flashed through the trees

Played on our skin and flickered in our eyes, in toward our hearts and still we raced, through suburban hell and city swell, through the surreal unreal of this our little time. Our sweet so bitter short lives. 

Counting the seconds like miles of office blocks and laughing , I am here you said, to tell you all, to shake you all and beg you all, to reach in and give it all away,

 I know what it is we all want to say 

To take off our snake skin suits, that we might

just once, 

with no obstruction

reach the finality 

and feel our existence 

in one totality.

Make it up

Make-up, mask up

hide, hidden

those who really love a women

 love her face naked, free

love their smile un-slicked

bare faced cheek

and bare faced lies

let women be themselves

not a sad Disney fantasy

to back up male inadequacy

Vega man

Because of our coming

the sea turned sour

with the insoluble artificial.

On land the trees fell

on the fallow field 

like executed heretics  

of the enslaved arboreal 

and bovine bondage, 

mother’s Milk, the white blood brood

of her killed son, screams

in our viens

We blast the pink flesh

from the six week lambs

because of our coming

agony’s exhalations choke the sky

And we of the ‘Old Country’, long that Dyfed turn sideways to the sun

and be empty wild again

so that we could see 

the rolling naked  body of the land,

birth and breeth beauty onward-flowing

No more the vampire rapist 

that with ravishing strides,  

moves toward this suicidal end.

no more killer, flesh devouring man

If only we could, 

step 

beyond 

and past ourselves 

bring to life 

not farm to death

elusion the illusion 

To walk like flowering angels

 in the fecund mud